Tuesday, July 21, 2009

The Death Ride.

Welcome your death...

They are coming on horses riding very fast, with swords and sweat.

It’s the death ride.

These steps are gonna crack you.

Now it’s only me left for you.

I'm your winter, very hot.

I'm your hidden truth, telling lies

I'm your support, itself trembling.

You’re mine.


It’s not them sent for your kill...it’s me.


I'm your forgiven lie.

I'm your uncomfortable comfort,

I'm your breath, suffocating.

I'm your child, your master.

It’s all me and all you.

I'm your tears, your sleep.

I'm your aid, hurting you.

I would hold you in my arms but I won't spare you.

I'm a nightmare, cruel blood.

I'm cancer for the cure.

I'm your life, itself dead.

Like a knife in your hand.

I'm your peace, anger.

I'm your sight, unclear.

I'm your blood, cold, red.

All's fact.

I'm your mind cursing you, glazing you, hating you.

I'm your guardian, carefree.

I'm your warmth.....BURNING HELL...!

Getting It..!!

Some things, really mean a lot in our lives...Some things you really try hard for..

You spend time thinking of it, you use your strength, stamina and all that you’ve got...

You wander around searching for a method to make it yours

All the time, you just think for the same thing, wanting it to want you

You pay no attention to other beautiful things around you, except that one thing

You try and try but later; you realize this and let it go.

You turn your face (after all, you can't afford to lose your last breath in such a way)


Suddenly your life changes.

You start paying attention to other things nearby you

You start living life to its fullest

You become more enthusiastic

You start making your loved ones happier

You start attending those sections of life, you had never given a thought before

Now you understand the meaning of care, affection, love and all that stuff

You begin to feel your importance again


You walk half the way back

But suddenly the thing comes back to you,

Now its not you wanting it, its it, wanting you

What would you do?

You would not like to lose this wonderful new life,

Nor would you love to let the thing go, which once you searched for, so badly


What would you do?

What???


Do you have an answer to this???


All endings are not happy

Nor are all sad

Such stories are life changing

I call them experience

And I got one such...

Sleepless, Speechless...

Wanna sleep, but I’m gone sleepless.

Just trying to think (know), what I’m thinking.

I've got everything, still I’ve nothing.

What's it?

Just wanna free my mind..from what, I’ve no clue.

I’m badly confused.

Just wanna be alone, free from all fetters and relations.


I'm no more interested in her, neither in anyone else.

I know not, exactly, what I feel.

Feeling incapable, I don't know why.

I know everything, still I’m completely blank...


Someone's chasing me.

I don't wanna run, neither do I want to stop and face that 'Someone'.


Why are words so unclear?

Why are they so silent sometimes?


I'm screaming violently, is there no one to hear me?


This is all because of her.

Why did she start this again..

Who wanted???

At least I never..

Speechless was I,

And now it’s you.

I don't need you now…

Time's changed, baby.

I'm Addicted To You..

Tears in my eyes,

Sorry for what I did.

Heart’s missing you.

Why did I say all that?


Now I realize what all it meant,

But now gone is everything.

Oh god, why didn’t I die?

Why did I leave?


Sit beside me.

Moon’s the witness.

I won’t hurt anymore.

Nor would I lie.

I can’t live like this,

Because I’m addicted to you.

No one’s a replacement.

Please come back.

I swear to God.


Love isn’t a condition.

I know it’s too late to confess.

But it’s not only cries that you’ve got from my side.

I still remember the calm nights and the lovely rides.

Your sweet smiles…


It was all my mistake.

Please forgive me.

I know it’d sound absurd,

But heart’s beating for you,

Life’s waitin’ for you,

That’s all I can say…

Please come back.

I Love You, I Need You..!

I wrote this thing for her...


I see you where there is light,

I see you where is smile,

I see you where there is air,

I see you where there is enthusiasm,

I see you where there is life,

I see you where there is music,

I see you where there is love,

I see you where there is water,

I see you where there are flowers,


I feel you where others even find it difficult to breath.

Each moment I live in hope to make you mine

Each moment I breathe hoping to spend some more time with you...

My eyes are always eager just to have a sight of yours

My heart beats so that it can stop for you one day.

It would be very difficult for me to survive without you...

I love you...I need you..!

I Love You.

I wrote this thing for someone very special...very, very special..!


You rule my prayers, my thoughts.

You are my wealth, my possession.

You are the reason for each breath of mine.

Its only and only you.

I see you even with my eyes closed,

And I mean all this.

You make me feel brighter every second.

I just can't afford to loose you.


It’s simply your sight that makes me forget everything and anything.

My eyes search for you, anywhere I go.

It’s your smile that makes me go crazy about you and then it really becomes very difficult for me to get my eyes off you...


And by chance if it rains, I go mad thinking of you...

Whenever I go for a long and calm ride, I don't know why, I miss u madly..!

You define my universe,

You mean too much to be described in words.

I love you.

Please Be Mine.

All I do is for you.

You mean so much.

I would give it all.

I wonder whether you’re my strength or my weakness..

I give up for you, everything..only for you..!


I would love to make my life, yours..

Please be mine..!

Sometimes...

(Sometimes, things which mean nothing, mean everything.)

Sometimes even tears act as an aid,

Sometimes it’s just a smile that consoles.

Sometimes it’s just a hug that frees your mind from all worries.

Sometimes even silence depicts love.

Sometimes it’s just the cold breeze that reminds you of someone special.

Sometimes it’s just a word of praise that encourages you.

Sometimes even a drizzle makes you feel freedom.

Sometimes it’s just a touch that makes you feel comfortable.

Sometimes it’s just a ________that nourishes each nerve…



I ain't getting a perfect match for the last line....do suggest me plz..

Stronger Rules???...F*** off..

Tell me...


Sometimes I get into a dilemma, if the rules followed by 'THE COMPLETE WORLD', 'SINCE GENERATIONS' are bullshit..?

Kya dare hue ko aur darana zaruri hai?


Is this planet a jungle which follows the motto, "Stronger rules"?


Should we make fun of someone's inability?

Or shall we help him get rid of it...


Why is the poor being cheated, always?

Why is it the poor, who's always killed???

Is money more important?

Absolutely not...

How can you play such ridiculous f***ing games with someone else's life?

How dare you??


Scientists say we human beings have got ability to express ourselves through speech...

So why can't we stop war?

Why can't we talk???


If world has become so advanced, why can’t we still live happily?

And we call ourselves developed...

F***ing piece of shit.


Even animals have better understanding.


It’s actually selfishness and ego that is your religion.


And ohh, how can you maintain someone's trust?

Maintaining someone's trust is so inhuman, isn't it?


Helping a real needy, that’s like a gun on your head...

Why would you help someone without your selfish motive?


Why don't you be, what god wanted you to be?


Where has the sweet, innocent kid inside you gone?

Is he dead?

Or just misguided somewhere on the way???


Why do you judge a human by his cash?

Aren't the inner qualities, the things that matter?


Dare not you justify yourself...

By the way, I know, you would surely belie.


(Belie: fail to justify)

Too far..!!

I'm gone too far to be seen.

I've become your god.

I'm already in your prayers, you know not.

I'm your aim, your inspiration.

I'm too fast to be won over.

I'm the one who blesses time.


I'm gone, so are you.

It’s all fixed.

All's planned.

But who's the planner?

Who?


It’s me...

You are my slave,

And I’m your hope.

It’s me who hears your lamentations.

It’s me who takes care of your dreams.

My deeds are faster than your thoughts.


But what do you do?

All bullshit…